poems from him

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Even the wind do not want to blow
Even the moon do not want to show up
Even the sun do not want to shine
Even the plant do not want to grow
My love for you will never stop

It will always blow where ever you are
It will always show up in my heart
It will always shine your way
It will always grow bigger
Because my love to you is so strong

by : Abile Hauguchi

A Little Memory Of 私の酪農 part 4

That day was 14th February, valentine day, When I wake up at that day, I was so happy and wonder what will Abile say today, it must be more romantic word, I love it. I try to make chocolate for him, he like vanilla so, I make vanilla chocolate, yeah yeah...

- 10.15, At Yokohama Station -

I was wait for him but he not show up, he, late? no way, he never late, always make it at time, he must be have something to do today, 2 hours past he not show up, I give up and go back to the hospital, when I'm on my way, I feel someone following me, but maybe that was just my feeling, and *Gaps* someone cover my mouth with a handkerchief, and he close my eyes with his hand too... he trying to take me with him and he did it, I past out.

When I open my ayes I see some one in black mask and sun glasses, okay he is kidnapping me!!! HELP!!! but hey, if he kidnapping me he why he let me to be free? I said to him "Who are you?" and he answer it with heavy voice "did you need to know?"
and I said "well, yeah" he take off his mask and I see Abile he said "Surprise??? *laugh* what a weird face, happy valentine my princess" he give me allergic chocolate, and smile. I give him vanilla chocolate to him and he said "Thanks my dear, happy to got this from you" I smile and he take out a Paper and give it to me and said "write with love" ???? I don't know what it mean but I read the paper, it was a love song that specially made for me, while I reed it he sung it for me

I always take a good care for that paper, here is the song lyrics

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Before I know you
I only love myself
But now...
You make me forget about myself

I never feel this before
I never know this feeling before
But then, you make me know
You make me feel... Love

Ref :

You have a smile like an Angle
A lovely Angle, A Lovely angle
Don't you know?
Your smile is make me know
know what is love
know what is love, love , love yeah...

Without you I feel lonely
Without you I feel so sad
Without you 2x
It's feel so lonely... sad..

I never want to leave you
Or lose you
I want to hug you
and never let you go... never

Ref

You are my angle
You are my star
You are my sun
You are my... happiness

By : Abile Houchi

A Little Memory Of 私の酪農 part 3

That day was a cold day, that day was winter season, and that day was my birthday. I got many massage said "Happy birthday" but none of them is from my big bro, well, I'm kinda sad, not just kinda, so sad. He even not said he gonna leave yesterday, why he do this to me? He even not call me last few days. Oh yeah maybe he got something more important then call me or massage me.

After think and take a bath I go to the living room, looking for breakfast, and yeah I found it! My little sister give me a green sweeter, my mom give me a new wallet, my father give me a lovely dress, my best friend give me a Japanese doll... ... ... Hah, Abile why were you do this to me?

After I have my breakfast I go to my favorite place, a lake near my house, that lake was so quiet and warm, I'm sit, and feel my own feeling, I hear my own heart, my heart said "You can't lie to yourself Yuki, you miss him true?" yeah my heart was right.

After few hours past I hear weird voice from behind me, I look what behind me but there was nothing, and then suddenly a warm voice sad "Lonely without me?" I look around me but no one there, that voice said something again "Turn back!" I do that and i see Abile bring a big box and he said "Happy birthday my lovely princess" he give me that box and said "I'm sorry my princess I don't mean to make you sad but that was my plan to make you sad" I cry, he hug me and he said "I'm sorry, please forgive me, please don't cry, if you are cry that will make me sad" I try to stop cry and hug him tight, I said "Don't do this again okay" and he said "Anything you said my princess"

-Yuki-

私の酪農 Day 2

I'm so happy, big brother was visit me, he said he miss me, that make me blushing, not just that Abile made many cookies for me too. I like cookies, specially low chocolate cookies.

Abile was take me to the park too, he show me something nice, that make me happy, yesterday was the best day ever! yesterday Abile was always near me, he company me in every activities (don't think that as a bad side) he really make me happy, he make me more more and more love him

Yesterday i making a plan with my friend too, we will do something awful, I hope it will work well. maybe enough for this post i don't want to make it so long. see you.

A Little Memory Of 私の酪農 Part 2

AHG... please!!! hospital is the horrible place in this world, I want to go out! But yeah, I have to say i can not do that... Happy or not it's for my own good. You see hospital maybe a boring place and scary place but you still need hospital.

I don't know what to do when I'm at hospital and being a hospitalize, good grief I can use my phone and call some body, I call my friends but none of them answering, so no choice I cal my big brother, he say so much, he make me comfortable and the way he said "I like you" is make me blushing, I have to admit that my big brother is the best boyfriend I have, Abile always make me happy and comfortable, being around him is always a honor. I like him, I love him, he is my Angle.

Enough with Abile and let's start with sensei, after i call Abile I call sansei and talk about my life and she said "Never fear Yuki, no one tell us that life is going to be easy, even God never said that, just be patient enough and believe at God"

Thanks to sensei now i have a beter life... Thank you sensei..

-Yuki-

A Little Memory Of 私の酪農

I do many things today start from wake up in the morning to sleep at night, I wake up at 03.50 today, after I wake up I wash my sleepy face and walk around, beautiful snow is start to melt. the weather is so cold today morning. I walk to the park near my house and sit at garden chairs near the swings. I feel so happy, but not long I think about tomorrow, 'Tomorrow I'll leave this beautiful japan again' I love Japan i can't leave Japan... but I have to leave...

After a few hours, I go home and eat my breakfast, I talk to my mother too... I said "whether we have to leave Japan? I don't want to leave mom..." and she said "Yes my dear, but don't worry we won't gone for long time, I promise we will go back to Japan before ester" and I just said Okay mom, I'm doing nothing after that just walk around and try to be not sad.

At afternoon I help my mother to wash the dishes, and go take a nice nap, when I wake up I packing my clothes and take a bath then play a little game with my family, then I go to sleep...

that's all for this post, well, you know I'm kinda miss my childhood... but hey, being teenager is more fun than being a little child

-Yuki-

私の酪農 day 1

Today I have a little fight with my best friend, that fight begin because something horrible. It was a fun fight haha...

Not just that what I do today, I play with my friend too... and show my new house design.. They said my house is nice and warm.. I'm happy to hear it... But You know? I'm kinda sad today, because my big brother is not here with me... He did promise that he will come back to accompany me soon as possible... But I can't lie to myself that I miss him... I wonder what he is doing right now? whether he also missed me? AHG........... that question is always in my head if he is not with me... maybe because I love him so much, he is a mature, complex, and charming guy...

Well, maybe enough for this "私の酪農 day 1" I'll make a new post with title "A Little Memory Of 私の酪農" yeah yeah... see you at the next post...